I Wish, I Want

I wish I could go back...
go back to the way it used to be.
I wish that you could smile again for me
Smile like you used to. Melt my heart with your heart-warming smile.
I wish to see your beautiful brown orbs again.

I want to hear your voice.
I want to hear your laughter.
I want to hold your hands.
I want to touch your skin.
I want to be given a chance.

Watching you from a distance, is just too painful.
I can't even get out of my trance... because of someone so beautiful.

Looking at You

A while ago I was puzzled

But then, to you I nuzzled

I looked up and saw an angelic face

Until I noticed my heart's beating pace

I saw two lovely brown orbs

As they met mine, I almost turned into a corps

I almost lost my breath when I gasped

As I stared at your lips, reddish wrapped

Paired with your rosy cheeks.

I'd like to cup them with my palm

But I'm afraid, my emotions are mixed

One day, I'd like to see you smile

and maybe look at me for a while

The Person You Are To Me

For me, you are the most precious object in this world. Compared to all the riches, to me you are a one of a kind diamond. No one will be able to determine your value. To me, losing you is like losing a crystal clear water in a buffeting sandstorm in the desert. You are like the sun, without you I won't feel warmth and I would probably die in the darkness. Being the sun to my cold day, I know that you can shine brighter above all others. You have this amazing sophistication of royalty and undying charisma like nobility. So I guess what I'm trying to say is, I like you. And there's something deep inside me that'll probably overflow with happiness if I'll be given a chance to tell the world how much you mean to me. If there's something that'll remain with me forever, that'll be my love for you. I love you.




I feel bad when you complain about your imperfections. I hate seeing you each time you blame yourself because of bad things that happened. I don't care if you have imperfections, 'cause those imperfections made you who you are. You imperfections are the reasons why I came to love you. Because you have those things that I don't think others can even possess. I love you just the way you are.

I'm Here For You

As I see you everyday

I feel how far we've drifted away

I have tried reaching out

'Cuz you're a person I can't live without

But when I'm about to hold your hand

You just run to a far away land

I tried to find you with all my might

However, it seems that you're always out of sight

I don't even know if you can feel my sadness

All this time, I just felt emptiness

No matter how hard you try to push me away

I don't know if I may

but I'm here for you day by day

True is Not Enough

My love is real, 

Mark my word, for real! 

Even though you see me, it’s still not 

Enough to know me 

I will not force you if 

You don’t like me. 

A lie is considered true for me. 

Your sake is all I see. 

Purity is no match for me 

All I want is for you to be free 

Now I end up putting you in a way 

You don’t want to be 

Love is challenging but easy 

Love is forgiving but mighty 

Life is reality not fantasy 

Truth is not what I wish 

Even a lie is for someone 

Who’s selfish 

Nothing is more important to me 

Than your simplicity 

Be who you are, that’s all I need 

Truth is the light that will release us and let us be 

My heart contains not only fame 

But also faith 

One’s heart can be true 

And love will come true 

But in one’s love 

True is not enough…

Someday I Will Return, My Love

Forget me not my hero, 

For I shall carry with me 

Your bow and arrow 

The sadness may not show 

But indeed what I feel is sorrow 

I may cry but never will I lie, 

To my hero it’s just low 

But to me it’s definitely how 

I go 

Secrets may not flatter me 

But your sickness may startle me 

For my feeling is just one step beside me 

Will I cry when it’s time? 

Maybe, because for me 

You’re one of a kind 

“Love” what is it to me? 

It’s just like a breeze trying to blow 

By the sea 

And when the time comes 

When I can no more see 

Nor speak, 

Just trust in me, 

Carry my dove and 

Someday I will return, my love…

Affections Left by Time

When I first saw you, 

I thought you were just a stranger passing by trying to say “hi” 

Then I found myself standing by your side, trying to hold on tight. 

Then a day came when I can no more sleep at night trying to keep you in sight 

Well, I guess this is just my might 

Funny that I cried when I realized how much I needed you by my side. 

But I end up trying to think, it’s a lie 

Now here I am trying to buy time 

Keeping up with you, I always end up taking a bath with lime 

I thought it’s my heart but I guess its chime 

Why do I have to deny? If you say that it’s finally you and I… 

When I saw you cry, I comforted you, but I think I’m shy 

Now, the next time I sigh, I see you reminding me “why” 

Maybe it’s because of you, I can’t seem to decide 

The two of us are confused whether this is right 

I just want to be someone you can rely on 

Why can’t I love you even though I want to be with you? 

Why can’t we think that we’re perfect for each other? 

Now I’m starting to feel why I even bother… 

But they said that we aren’t meant to be, 

Then I wonder why 

I almost thought… 

Is it because these are just 

Affections left by time 

And we both know that we can’t stop time 

Nor change it… 

Goodbye!

The Nymph's Suitor

(A letter from the Nymph's suitor)

Dear my love,

                 I serve my heart to thee if will be given a chance. I shall make you happy and give all the joy a woman can have. I may not be able to give you a real paradise, but I will give you a home that you will love. A nice room like those of nobles and a kitchen that is filled with food as if there's a banquet, a living room with a wonderful Victorian style as candelabras are lit shimmering, fitted for a wonderful lady. And we will sit together every afternoon watching the wonderful sunset by the window. I may not be able to give the real sound of the forest, but I shall play my guitar for thee and let you hear a  sweet melody. As I play the guitar, I'll give you freshly picked flowers from my beautiful garden and say "Here's for my lady".I shall use my skills in sculpture and sculpt something special for you. Since roses won't be forever fresh, no more can I make a bed of roses. Since I can't keep fragrances last forever it won't happen ever. But since I'll always be here for you, I'll always make your day something better than all riches. I'll serve you everyday. I'll cook some nice food for you as you eat them happily. I'll take you to places that are better than seeing plenty of roses. I will give you all care and comfort. I'll hold you warmer than any man ever did. I'll keep you warm in stormy nights and share with you a thick and warm blanket that I own. If you will decide and agree to marry me, then I shall search for the best ring for the most beautiful bride above all. I may not be able to give you such expensive ring, but this love is one that came from the bottom of my heart. I'll love you for all eternity. I'll endure any triumph and challenge just for thee. I hope this touches the heart of my beloved.

love,

Crimson