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The Evolution of Philippine Entertainment Begins: 2014

The primary concept of the Philippine television has long been unmovable. For a long time, media and entertainment revolved around the traditional Philippine stories; these stories having the same characteristics. Namely, rich versus the poor, love between master and maid, orphans, and many others which you can find under your grandma's bed. However, after watching this 'certain' movie, I began to have hope for the Filipino's fictitious state of mind. Because of this movie, I said to myself "The wait is over. The Filipino's creative mind has set out again.".

For the title of this movie, well, the title says it all. However, the title talks about the story in a less spoiling way. It talks about the story with professionalism unlike amateur titles which can readily make you conclude the story. This movie that I'm talking about, this movie that could probably make a big-screen history in 2014, this movie which was written by Carmi Raymundo, and was brought to life by Olivia M. Lamasan, this movie is none other than "Starting Over Again" which brought together some of the most talented actors and actresses of our time, Iza Calzado, Piolo Pascual, and Toni Gonzaga. These three were able to portray such amazing characters that would surely leave a trace in your minds. Together with their co-actors and actresses, Joross Gamboa, Bryan Santos, Beauty Gonzales, Cai Cortez, and Edgar Allan Guzman, the movie became a huge success.

At the first part of the story, you won't easily realize the main conflict that's about to befall the main characters. Unlike the typical love story, this isn't about a third party, or distance. Heck, this movie isn't merely about acceptance. This movie is about something that affects us as a whole. This movie is about something that we cannot change or stop, that all we can do is follow so that we'll never be left behind. The conflict in this story is not just meant for the story. But the conflict is simply, "time". Isn't it surprising how something so simple can affect us so easily? How can we let something that affects us go to waste? Why do we take time for granted? These are just some of the questions that you can answer once you 'read' the movie. Did I type it correctly? Read the movie? Yes. That is what we should do. I have learned this from one of my best professors. I will not mention his name, because I think he would prefer that the 'noise' comes looking for him. Instead if I just blow a horn for him. Going back, the movie is a huge success. You haven't lived until you have seen and understand this movie.

Prayer VS. Tragedy

Indeed, you are right. Prayers may not be able to bring back the dead and things that have already been destroyed. And the rain might not stop no matter how much we wish for it to go away. Because on the first place, everything that comes down naturally has been brought about by God. But you are definitely wrong about your idea that a prayer will not solve anything. Because prayers are man's proof that they have faith in God.

We are very much aware that each and everyone of us shall perish and be one with the land. Have you ever thought that maybe this is just the natural way of declaring that our time is up? Have you ever thought of that? Face it or not. Soon in our lives, we shall return to Him and face whatever consequence we will have after the life we have lived. Prayers may not be able to bring back the dead, or put up that houses that have gone to waste, but prayers are able to uplift one's soul. Prayers give people something to look forward to. The most important thing during the time of need, is hope. Prayers exist in order to assure that people will not give up and their hopes of living a better life will remain. Don't think of God as a predictable being. He is the most intelligent and the most powerful above all. He knows what He is doing.

[I am not a full-fledged Christian, but I could not stand people who are stepping on others' belief. I am defending the Christian faith, because I for one also believe in something. And I do not want anyone to put a limit on my faith. Religion is something to respect. It is not something one should just blabber about.]

[I wrote this using my point of view if I were a Christian.]

Change the World

How the heck do you expect to run a country without a government?
The country will be crowded with immorality, sin, and crime if no one will moderate the condition of this country. Despite the presence of the law, some people still want to kill, steal, abuse, and rule over the minds of mankind. If people will not struggle to become righteous, then what will become of the future? The only key to perfection is by surrendering and giving up all your mortal desires. But since most people are not yet ready to do that, they have to deal with different challenges and hardships in their life. Only to find out that these obstacles are only caused by their own baby wishes.

So quit dropping off bullshits because nothing will happen. If men will not do something for the sake of the future, then you as an individual have the power to change something for yourself. But you can never ever mess with the lives of other people. This is based upon the eyes of the law, principle of science, and even different religions.

"No matter how gifted, you alone cannot change the world."
-L

Star-Crossed Means by Fatima Ellaine M. Sisracon

Have you ever heard of term homosexual? Or third sex? How about lesbians, gays, and bisexuals? Sounds familiar, right? Most people define them as those who have sinned, psychologically and physiologically declined, and in worse cases define them are retards. Why is this so? This is due to the fact that scientifically and biblically speaking; there are only two sexual categories in existence: the male and the female. Since the old days, a family is known to be composed of one male, a female and their offspring. That is how most people see it. They always neglect the third sex. The fact that there are people, who have unique sexual orientations, means that there is the existence of the so-called third sex. Why is it so hard for people to accept? They are not forced or even encouraged to engage in a homosexual nuclear family, but they oppose too much. Some persons who have a straight sexual orientation by nature, hate seeing those of the opposite case. That is why I realized that it’s time for a change. We have the power to change this world if we want to.

I would be happy to vouch for President Obama’s approval and legalization of the “same sex marriage” in the United States. This is a good way of promoting equality within a nation. I do think that a nation that cannot even respect people of different nature is a weak nation. It is very important for a country to have equality in order to ensure justice and freedom among its citizens. If people can’t even control the desire to criticize someone, then they are nothing but low-life creatures that are destroying their own kind.

I do believe that the sole purpose of marriage is not merely to reproduce and assure the continuing generation of our specie. Marriage is a sacred process of uniting two souls who live for each other and have the idea of perishing together. In other words, marriage is for everybody. The holy matrimony is done with two people who dearly love each other regardless of their age, nationality, and even gender. You don’t need to be a guy to fall in love with a girl. And same goes for guys that don’t have to be girls in order to love a guy. The reason why we are given free-will is in order to choose who we want to marry, and the person we want to spend the rest of our lives with. Love comes and goes for each and every one of us. That is why, we need to learn to accept and understand others. Let us put ourselves in others’ shoes. Wouldn’t we be happy if we are to marry the one we love instead of marrying the one who should be with us? I think the third sex should be accepted and honored around the world. These people aren’t retarded or above normal. They are just being themselves. Would you call being yourself, abnormal? No. Because being you, means being a unique individual in this world who has his own preferences and happiness.

Let us stop the discrimination. Let us quit with the inequality among the members of the society. Give a fair chance to everyone. I hereby, lead the people of the advocacy to promote equality, justice and freedom in this government, as it was mentioned in the 1987 Philippine Constitution. Be proud of what we are. Be proud of what we can become. And be proud that we are able to advocate for Our Star-Crossed Means for ourselves and for our fellowmen.

Clepsydra in a Machine Empire by Fatima Ellaine M. Sisracon

During the twentieth century, many changes occurred in this world. And these changes per se, are those that people from the past could never even have imagined. Who would have thought that the dark ages would end and that the crusades would achieve something?, who would have predicted that the Holy Roman Empire would have such a great fall? Well, shame on the people who said that man cannot fly. Thanks to those who were brave enough to explore the depths of the sea, that we have discovered such amazing treasures hidden under the blue.

Indeed, men have immeasurable capabilities and the power to change this world. The past, present, and the future of this world lie on the hands of each and every person who are born, living, and even those who have perished. As time passed by, men have learned so many things. They were able to surpass every living creature, from soaring birds, running bison, surging sharks, and others far beyond our imagination. To start with, humans have put up a good use of their intelligence. Their way of living has become easy compared to others who have to fight and work for survival. However, what has become of our immeasurable capabilities? Because of the advancement of science, the modern world has fused itself with a machine, therefore, putting a limit to every person’s capabilities. Mankind has become too dependent on technology. Men aren’t meant to be like this! Men were born without satisfactions. Men are supposed to live their lives without contentment. We need to desire for more. We should give a great meaning to our existence. Our clepsydra has moved. We better get out of the machine empire.

Community Service

Seeing You With My Eyes Closed

Nights have been really weird for me since I don't know when. I noticed that each time I become really stressed or depressed about something, a certain girl appears in my dreams. I remember how she looks like. I recognize her each time I see her. But whenever I'm wide awake, I can't seem to describe her facial features. These dreams have been visiting me since my early years of adolescence. Meaning they started when I became a teenager and started facing problems in a serious way.

The strange thing about this girl is that as I grew up, I noticed that she has also grown in some ways. Her face have matured and her physique has changed unlike when we were young. She never really did speak. Ever since the night I met her, until now; I never really heard a word from her. Each time we communicate in my dream, she just nods or shakes her head instead of saying "yes" or "no". I have set my mind into asking her about her identity and most of all, her name. But whenever we meet, my mind couldn't think of anything else but just the desire to be with her. It's really freaking me out because my dreams never end without her giving me a kiss on the lips. She likes to kiss me, but she never told me why. She lets me hug her and we cuddle in a seemingly formal way. It's not like I wished for it or anything, but whenever I enter the world of dreams, there is one thing I'm sure of. She belongs to me. It's like I own her or something. Even though we do a lot of stuff together, I've never seen her smile or laugh. Her face shows no emotion. When she looks at me, I feel her emptiness. It's as if she's tired of being sorrowful and at the same time, she forgot how to be happy.

I just wish to know who this girl is. What is she to my life? How are we related? Is she someone I met a long time ago? What connection do we have?

There are so many questions in my mind, but I'm not sure if an answer exists.

I Wish, I Want

I wish I could go back...
go back to the way it used to be.
I wish that you could smile again for me
Smile like you used to. Melt my heart with your heart-warming smile.
I wish to see your beautiful brown orbs again.

I want to hear your voice.
I want to hear your laughter.
I want to hold your hands.
I want to touch your skin.
I want to be given a chance.

Watching you from a distance, is just too painful.
I can't even get out of my trance... because of someone so beautiful.

Looking at You

A while ago I was puzzled

But then, to you I nuzzled

I looked up and saw an angelic face

Until I noticed my heart's beating pace

I saw two lovely brown orbs

As they met mine, I almost turned into a corps

I almost lost my breath when I gasped

As I stared at your lips, reddish wrapped

Paired with your rosy cheeks.

I'd like to cup them with my palm

But I'm afraid, my emotions are mixed

One day, I'd like to see you smile

and maybe look at me for a while

The Person You Are To Me

For me, you are the most precious object in this world. Compared to all the riches, to me you are a one of a kind diamond. No one will be able to determine your value. To me, losing you is like losing a crystal clear water in a buffeting sandstorm in the desert. You are like the sun, without you I won't feel warmth and I would probably die in the darkness. Being the sun to my cold day, I know that you can shine brighter above all others. You have this amazing sophistication of royalty and undying charisma like nobility. So I guess what I'm trying to say is, I like you. And there's something deep inside me that'll probably overflow with happiness if I'll be given a chance to tell the world how much you mean to me. If there's something that'll remain with me forever, that'll be my love for you. I love you.




I feel bad when you complain about your imperfections. I hate seeing you each time you blame yourself because of bad things that happened. I don't care if you have imperfections, 'cause those imperfections made you who you are. You imperfections are the reasons why I came to love you. Because you have those things that I don't think others can even possess. I love you just the way you are.

I'm Here For You

As I see you everyday

I feel how far we've drifted away

I have tried reaching out

'Cuz you're a person I can't live without

But when I'm about to hold your hand

You just run to a far away land

I tried to find you with all my might

However, it seems that you're always out of sight

I don't even know if you can feel my sadness

All this time, I just felt emptiness

No matter how hard you try to push me away

I don't know if I may

but I'm here for you day by day

Before My Eyes

The world we know today... a world full of immorality, sin and crime. A world where all the weak suffer, the poor die and the helpless cry.. aren't you getting tired of seeing people shed tears for the ones they love? People who're seeking out justice but never given one.

Mankind, they like to pick on creatures smaller and weaker than themselves. Animals, insects and plants, all of them are just mere ingredients and puppets of mankind. Just because they aren't intelligent enough or aren't strong enough to fight back, men took away their rights. Men kept everything for themselves. Men were able to surpass every living creature. Men were able to fly! Breathe underwater! Explore underground! Men were able to do everything far beyond their abilities! Men even managed to be like He who created us. New creatures were born out of the minds of people through the quick advancement of science.

Our Own Road

Life is like a board game, that sometimes you have to go back a turn. You know what? Sometimes turning back and retracing the steps can do you good. When you look back, you might find someone trying to catch up to you, just like me. I cannot promise to wait for you until the end of our lives and the end of our own road in this world, but one thing's for sure. No matter what happens, whatever you do and when the world turns its back on you, I'll always be here to wait for you. I know that the thoughts about you may not be reaching the core of my heart yet, but as we go on everyday my thoughts and feelings for you are slowly touching my inner soul.

The Ruins of Despair

As the sun reached its highest, I was at this unknown path. 

I saw eyes. I felt sadness. I knew that there was no hope for these eyes. 

Yet, a simple kindness may bring a little life to this unknown place. 

As I crossed a certain ground, there I saw nothing but memories of those who have forgotten. 

I realized … this isn’t right. 

People shouldn’t forget. 

When I rode back, back to the place where I started, I sat beside a silent she. I felt gluttony rising beside me. 

As I heard her teeth crushing food, as I felt her consuming energy, 

I thought she’s real. 

But then, the thought I have disappeared. She has forgotten everything. 

I felt ignorance. It was no mistake, yet it’s wrong. 

The sun has set. I wandered off and reached a certain path. 

I walked. Later, I saw a young existence …ignorant, yet innocent. 

He was provided with joy. However, too much joy made him forget. 

He has forgotten that the world doesn’t revolve around once. The world doesn’t turn for one existence. 

As I watched him throw away a part of him … I felt anger rising within me. 

As I clearly recall what I just saw, eyes of misery. 

I have seen water shaded in black, as if it captured smoke. I have seen water of green, as if fallen leaves were crushed in it. 

I have seen poison in one that was pure. 

People have forgotten. Even by looking back, they can no longer remember. 

I have seen fire eat a part of nature, and it released a plague to its future. 

I have seen memories burned into ashes. 

I have seen it. I have seen everything. 

As the world turns time, many are forgotten. Many are left in the past. 

I have seen one; kill one of its own. 

I have seen a lamb turn into a lion… until lions were the one’s eaten by lambs. 

Darkness may exist once we forget about the light. Light may disappear if we look into the darkness. 

If light still reaches these ruins … how come I feel despair? 

If man hasn’t forgotten … 

Then why do I see this world?

True is Not Enough

My love is real, 

Mark my word, for real! 

Even though you see me, it’s still not 

Enough to know me 

I will not force you if 

You don’t like me. 

A lie is considered true for me. 

Your sake is all I see. 

Purity is no match for me 

All I want is for you to be free 

Now I end up putting you in a way 

You don’t want to be 

Love is challenging but easy 

Love is forgiving but mighty 

Life is reality not fantasy 

Truth is not what I wish 

Even a lie is for someone 

Who’s selfish 

Nothing is more important to me 

Than your simplicity 

Be who you are, that’s all I need 

Truth is the light that will release us and let us be 

My heart contains not only fame 

But also faith 

One’s heart can be true 

And love will come true 

But in one’s love 

True is not enough…

Sword of an Honorable Ruler

A king is nothing without his crown 

It is shown on a mount 

He must protect his throne 

Like a dog with a bone 

A war will start, 

Blood will shed and king 

Is about to meet his death 

A man with crown in a war.., 

Is just like a prison bar 

A crown is mighty in a castle, 

But in the battlefield the one 

With crown will hustle 

For he is nothing without a muscle 

You may rule the land 

But I have a weapon on hand 

I can protect if they demand 

I carry a blade, 

With my honor at stake 

But there is a rule you will make 

“My life has to be saved by that of your blade” 

When you got injured 

I was the one, whom you blamed 

The soldiers surrounded me with flame 

You hold the crown as a king 

But I hold this blade that I forge 

Saving lives, but you, I ignored. 

I may become a traitor 

But still my blade is 

A Sword of an Honorable Ruler…

Someday I Will Return, My Love

Forget me not my hero, 

For I shall carry with me 

Your bow and arrow 

The sadness may not show 

But indeed what I feel is sorrow 

I may cry but never will I lie, 

To my hero it’s just low 

But to me it’s definitely how 

I go 

Secrets may not flatter me 

But your sickness may startle me 

For my feeling is just one step beside me 

Will I cry when it’s time? 

Maybe, because for me 

You’re one of a kind 

“Love” what is it to me? 

It’s just like a breeze trying to blow 

By the sea 

And when the time comes 

When I can no more see 

Nor speak, 

Just trust in me, 

Carry my dove and 

Someday I will return, my love…

Affections Left by Time

When I first saw you, 

I thought you were just a stranger passing by trying to say “hi” 

Then I found myself standing by your side, trying to hold on tight. 

Then a day came when I can no more sleep at night trying to keep you in sight 

Well, I guess this is just my might 

Funny that I cried when I realized how much I needed you by my side. 

But I end up trying to think, it’s a lie 

Now here I am trying to buy time 

Keeping up with you, I always end up taking a bath with lime 

I thought it’s my heart but I guess its chime 

Why do I have to deny? If you say that it’s finally you and I… 

When I saw you cry, I comforted you, but I think I’m shy 

Now, the next time I sigh, I see you reminding me “why” 

Maybe it’s because of you, I can’t seem to decide 

The two of us are confused whether this is right 

I just want to be someone you can rely on 

Why can’t I love you even though I want to be with you? 

Why can’t we think that we’re perfect for each other? 

Now I’m starting to feel why I even bother… 

But they said that we aren’t meant to be, 

Then I wonder why 

I almost thought… 

Is it because these are just 

Affections left by time 

And we both know that we can’t stop time 

Nor change it… 

Goodbye!

A Hero's Heart

Give me a reason why I should protect,

Even ‘til death that I should resurrect my corpse into an element. 

To give my honor to those I respect, 

The flesh which I have

shall I sacrifice to the depths.

Such duty was given to me,

I pledged from the heavens

to destroy all the threats we attend. 

My heart was filled with both sorrow and sadness.

I tend to think that my heart was quenched

with eternal violence and numbness,

for I shall know nothing about love. 

My heart is like a broken-winged dove.

To attain my courage is the only thing I hope. 

Mercy that I can hardly see, 

In this bloody war , 

I should flee. 

Through this horizon I’ve been planning to agree, 

There will be neither end nor eternity… 

In my heart there’s only one I seek 

Sometimes all I want to do is peek 

For waiting is a thing deceives 

Who am I to judge you? And who are you to judge me? 

Even if the devil devours a hero’s heart with the kill 

He shall manage to attend to his will 

… 

But the truth is no one will be a hero without bravery and 

The shadow of love present within one’s soul.